LOVE like RED

 

 

A little more,

A little more is what I have seek for

little more of your fragrance engulfing me

making my senses go haywire.

little more of the sight of your radiant skin,

glowing like million suns blinding me,

blinding me in adoration for you.

 

Little more of those blue eyes

stoning me, leaving me breathless.

little more of those  flecks shining bright

bright like the north star in the night sky.

little more of those luscious lips on my skin

leaving marks of love, marks of love like red.

 

This wait for the feel of your skin against my fingers,

to see the blush against your cheeks,

making your eyes crinkle and your lips twitch,

tucking out those locks of hair,

freeing them from the carelessly unkempt bun.

 

You are exquisite, a delicacy luring me out of my bounds

the sense that my tongue has been scorching itself to taste

your enticing lips coaxing me to bite them

to make you feel the longing I have for them.

 

Like the smile I have when I think about you

the smile I have now playing on my lips

while I think of you,

trembling hands that have been resting on your hip.

tracing on the statuesque curve,

bringing my fingers along the waist out front.

All I feel is" I want more", to sense more of that skin

 

I have no words for the sensations your body makes me feel,

I have no senses when I look into those magnificent eyes.

calming, but taking me high above the clouds.

I have no  thoughts but to feel your heart against mine

I have no fears but to hold your hands and intertwine

pleasing but pulling me  deep inwards.

 

It is wrong, my inner self keeps shouting,

 banging on my door to let herself take me out.

but my hand's rebel to the idea of leaving the bliss

the art that your body is, the sheer magnificence in your creation.

and how my hands feel the need to worship it

to touch every inch of that radiant skin,

to see your body shiver in anticipation and excitement.

to make your lips tremble when you feel my breath against yours

 

Time has been taunting me, running slow and away from me

while I make my way to you, he just misleads me to him again

I take longer strides

not able to keep me away from you anymore.

my feet faltering and slipping on the wet floor

walls supporting me to stand still and walkthrough

 

long breaths!

long breaths, I tell myself as I close my eyes

 picturing your fingers walking through

through and through my  back, leaving feather-light touches

pleasing my mind aesthetically, bewitching me to stay.

stay still in your bounds, to keep my arms around you enclosed.

 

Opening my eyes I sense time coming to distract me again.

I pull away, park my senseless body on the busy streets of lust

Looking around for my soul, to feel its arms securing me

I cower away, ricochet my mind away from you

reminding myself about the evil that has taken me

that has been puppeteering my thoughts.

 

I see how your bedlight has still been on

my thoughts run back to you again, untamed

making it difficult to stand on my feet,

elated, driven on by the hopes of hearing your voice

i walk further,  deeper into the abyss

till I reach your door.

 

hot fiery rage takes over me when I hear you

when I sense you moaning in pleasure.

That should have been me

me who wraps my arms around yourself

feeling your soft molds touching mine

hearing your heartbeat rise when I breathe against your neck

while I run my hands along the curve of your back

pulsing sweet pleasurable shivers in your spine

 

I punch the wall spraining my wrist

pain sears through my whole arm

I push it against the cold wall, turn and twist

intensify the suffering

 

tears spiral down the cheeks

I have no shame, no pity on myself

I feel the beating of my heart no more

because now I know

now I realize its been you

now I know to tell myself that time has not been misleading

now I realize that time has only been telling me

pushing me to learn my love for you

 

to learn the way why I yearn for you

it has not been for the touch, but recognition

it has not been for the kiss, but the blink of an eye

it has not been for the heaven you put me in

but for the hell you made me come through.

 

I laugh at myself,

laugh at me when I hear you say HIS name

when I know his lips have been playing yours

when I hear your back against the wall

when I envision his hands tenderly touching your neck

invading your heart and soul.

 

that has been my end

an escape for the inner devil to play me again

to lead me far away from the embrace of love

lust filled eyes stare at me again,

now I have no reason to lay

no compulsion to stray behind

I just can walk ahead, knowing you are protected

you are loved, knowing you are in safe heaven

 

but to me, you will always be my untold story, unexpressed love

LOVE LIKE RED