FINAL HOME

 Time turns to a darker side

you go to college

it's a roof that swallows

and rekindles the fire burning ashes of distraught.

You are a fool to think someone's love will save you,

You become a rebel again  but it will fail you 

you will fall into a deeper despair

and lose the roof you are caught in.

For the time being you are free as a dandelion

you spread yourself as far as your eyes reach

this will be your home

within nature and beyond people's preach.

You start to find yourself, yet you lose yourself

Your one last home, it's a smoke-filled barrel,

you grow more and you reach a new destination

There are red strings attached to you 

and a faint heart that stopped beating too

there is no "you" anymore

"who are you?"   you keep questioning.

You like to succumb to people around

You stop feeling emotions for they shouldn't be shown.

You stop speaking for you shouldn't be heard

the barrel you called home, to a million pieces it is blown.

Your body, your last home doesn't belong to you.

The emptiness you so much loved

Will start to suffocate you

You have no other way but to fight.

This is the last struggle to let yourself live

the final home is you and you alone,