PATTY HEARST

 This feeling you feel

of losing self and that there is no way to heal.

it's a price you pay

for every time you give up on hearsay.

Your school mates form cliques and you stay off.

your brothers will have conversations you would rather not be a part of

"Does it make any sense? Any of this nonsense?"

you will give up, before you cut off

Your parents are world's away

their bodies beside you but you are led astray.

And yet you learn to love the feel you have for it

as you have no solution or courage to fight for it.

You have one best friend you can confide in 

but you fear your loneliness will taint her

So you just dwell, bathe the darkness through your skin

Alone, caved, and scarred but it is all you.

And that it the way you want to stay you,

that is how you fall in love 

yet you don't fight for you,

The darkness that abuses you

is the emptiness of home you seek for

it's a Patty Hearst, you know it,

And yet you love it.